Jeremy Emberling [Dot] Com

Ten things I need to say to ten different individuals:
1. As everything in the world is going wrong, as everyone is changing and evolving, as everyone’s beliefs change with every passing minute, in you I find some kind of calm in this chaotic world. Every fight between us has been mended by tears and hugs. Every disagreement has ended in agreement. Every unpleasant moment together has been pleasant because it was with you. You have been my life for the past 2 years. I have no idea how our future will unfold, but in it’s present state, I wouldn’t have it any other way. I know you could never understand just how proud I am of you and how much I really do love you. It’s true.
2. You’re a fag but it’s okay. You’ve became a friend I will always be able to look back on and enjoy the times we have spent together. So many crazy things and stupid ideas, and you were there through them all by my side. Thanks bro.
3. Your not related but you might as well have been. I love you and am very impressed with how you’ve taken your calling so serious and have taken the role needed to accomplish the goals you need to. I look up to you when I want a figure for endurance because I know your struggle like no one else does. You are my source of hope when there is none. I know you’re younger than me, but in so many ways I look to you for maturity. I love you to death and mean it when I call you my lil sis.
4. I know to a lot of people, I am viewed as a bad influence on you. They are right but they don’t know that you would do just about everything we’ve done together regardless if I had been there. We’re gonna be friends for a long time and I just hope you get laid before you’re 21. Hahaha.
5. You and I used to be so close. I know we kinda are, but not. I need to see you more. I need to have my girl back. We are at a point now where alot of the childish crap is gone and we can just relax and complain about other things, like the adult crap. I just wish I could find you when I needed you.
6. I have had a crush on you for awhile. You know it, I know it, and it’s mutual thing. It’s just understood. We don’t go there. Sucks we could never give it a try before you got locked down, but hey, at least you still have your gay friend, right? You know I’m always gonna be here for ya, and will tell you the truth no matter what you think is right, because you’re wrong. Haha
7. What the hell happened? We used to be like best friends, then he comes in your life, and I haven’t heard ANYthing from you. He hates me for no reason too, wth? Oh well, I just miss being close to ya.
8. If I ever had an older brother, I’d want it to be you. You’re cool as hell and we get along way too well. I’ve had tons of great times with you, and many good laughs. I’m excited to see how much more fun we’re gonna have now that we live closer.
9. If I was to have a younger brother, it’s be you. I’ve trained you. I’ve given you everything I can to be better than I am when you’re my age. I want to see you own the world one day and I’ll do anything I can to help you in your journey, haha.
10. When the shit hits the fan. You’re the one I call to bail me out. You’re ready to help me out and to act like mom. Sometimes I need both, and I just wanna thank you for the years of being there for me.