Jeremy Emberling [Dot] Com

i saw a man die today. i don’t know him, who he was, or what he did. all i know is that i saw his face the second he met death and i have never felt so powerless in my life.
there was nothing anyone could do. it just happened. and i was the only one in the world who saw him in his last second of life.
such horror and desperation on his face. i keep revisiting that moment in my mind.
all that man worked for in his life was all done away with in that moment.
he was not responsible for his death. just going about the day doing whatever he had planned and someone took his life so foolishly.
after i witnessed his death, i was just numb.
the emotions in me that were stirring turned into vengeance as i chased the man who took his life. once i saw him face to face, it made me cold and depressed.
this man could care less about what he had done.
why didn’t this man who deserved the death receive it? why did an innocent man die from another’s foolishness? why am i the one here delivering justice?
as i go back to where this unknown man died. i look around and see no one who was there when it happened. what is wrong with these people? how could they just move on like nothing had happened? why does no one care that an innocent man lost his life today because of someone else?
why isn’t anyone MAD? WHY AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO FUCKING CARES? what the hell is wrong with this world?
i don’t know. i just don’t know.
you can’t blame the establishment for the lack of peace and love. humanity as whole seeks the opposite.
i wish my heart was one that was hardened and could brush it off.
i just can’t.
a soul was lost today and i couldn’t do a damn thing about it.

i guess i’ll just try to save one that can.